GOOD MORNING.
this is the daily record of DR. ROBERT I for the
23rd day of the sun in a sense.
allow me to begin by observing the excellence of this morning's SUNRISE which
i am able to view as from the great window in the
mountainside HOME which continues to be my graciously
given PLACE of living.
i must confess that i am slightly DISTRACTED.
the LIGHT from the lake below is SHIMMERING brightly now and reminding me
of the DRAMATIC EVENTS that took place yesterday.
i can only say that yesterday's events were NEAR CATASTROPHIC and yet
oddly STRANGELY fortuitous i
ask forgiveness for my distraction from this moment
of PURE POSITIVE EXPERIENCE offered to me
by this new and beautiful day
consulting the ORACLE this morning as is my habit.
i was told to PREPARE for a day in which INNOCENTS might be challenged by the
unexpected. well NO DOUBT about that.
i will use this DIARY ENTRY to describe the events of yesterday the 22nd day of the
sun innocent and. myself and MY DAUGHTER.
i decided it was high time to explore the surface of the GREAT LAKE below our home
which i described recently has begun to LOSE its ICE COVERING and
is becoming FREE WATER again.
we walked carefully around the edge of the ice and at some point she observed the
shining and very UNUSUAL OBJECT under the surface of the thin ice.
in spite of my OBJECTIONS which was strong and very clear. she
edged closer to take A LOOK and suddenly almost
silently she DISAPPEARED. as the ice gave way and she fell into
the water. of course i came to her aid at once but
as is so typical for her i was obliged to WAIT AND STAND BY and
observe. she dove under the water to RECOVER the object she felt so strangely
ATTRACTED to and it is this object that now sits on the
table IN FRONT OF ME this morning and which i am
contemplating.
hella. my daughter is RECOVERING well though i am afraid she may
have become ILL.
of course i will NOT to speak of NEGATIVE things.
i can speak of THE OBJECT which she recovered.
i have already conducted some short ANALYSIS and i can see
that this is a MANMADE object. i can also see that
it is more than NINE THOUSAND YEARS OLD.
which according to my CALCULATIONS places its date
of manufacture somewhere in the early ANTHROPOCENE
which is of course my period my speciality speciate quite an
extraordinary piece of luck and a VERY RARE FIND indeed.
i can also see from a fairly cursory analysis that this
object has spent some time away from this world in SPACE.
my daughter.
has very SHARP eyes. i'm sure she'll become an excellent archaeologist one day
just like me. THREE things can be
known about the object. one i am fairly
sure that this is a form of DATA STORAGE DEVICE but not i think
a very common one.
the SECOND thing is that there is A WORD in the old form of letters
written on the surface of the object and DISCERNIBLE. the word i can read
is OZYMANDIAS.
the THIRD thing that i can know is that though this object is obviously
very very old and somewhat damaged essentially
it appears to be INTACT. i have
decided. to make an INVESTIGATION and to analyze
this object myself.
i want to see if it can reveal some of its SECRETS and i'm hopeful that it will not
reveal any negative experiences.
i can apply some of my NEWEST METHODOLOGY which i am very much looking forward to do and
attempt some EXTRACTION OF DATA from the object
and if i succeed i know i will have to make all of my DISCOVERIES known
to the creative office. but for now.
just let this be MY SECRET or rather a secret for me and my
dearest darling.
this is the daily chart of dr. robert on this the 60
day of the sun and it's morning.
this morning sunrise was somewhat OBSCURED BY CLOUDS. the weather seems
set for some UNSETTLED TIMES. yet i remain still.
inwardly. and.
weirdly like this mountain on which i am so LUCKY TO LIVE.
it is now for two days since the discovery of in my
knees. and it is 41 DAYS SINCE THE ACCIDENT
which has caused my daughter had a.
to remain somewhat WITHDRAWN and unwell.
i do hope for full recovery but i'm also happy that she can
be here with me.
her ideas and observations are quite INSPIRATIONAL in this
DIFFICULT WORK. i will not speak of
negative things of course. allow me only to say that i hope for FULL RECOVERY
and soon. now to the work.
my OZYMANDIAS has begun to give up its
secrets.
a BREAKTHROUGH happened yesterday and i am now convinced that the data
inside and yes is INTENDED TO BE READ in the
form of SOUND simple sound to be heard and nothing more. i find
nothing at all to suggest any visual on mathematical data models. and here in
lies the GREATEST OF CHALLENGES.
SPEECH.
SPEECH in the form of language language upbringing explanations of some sort. i hope
in any case INTENTION. somebody. at some point
to put these messages in the other end is and SEND THEM into
space with the intention that they should come BACK TO EARTH.
there is much damage and i fear that what remains may indeed still only be a TINY PART of a once
greater whole yet still if i can DECODE the sounds contained
inside the in in. and this could be a GREAT
DISCOVERY very significant. i know. that the
creative office looks dimly on all forms of negative information
from the ancient past and i suspect A DISTINCT BIAS in fact against
my own BELOVED anthropocene. so i remain committed to my
plan to KEEP the discovery SECRET still and for as long as i can.
i should give CREDIT to MY dear DAUGHTER of course who spotted the presence of
RHYTHM AND SYNTAX in the sounds that can be extracted.
still IMPOSSIBLE to say will ever be able to UNJUMBLE this enormous amount of
information into something we can actually UNDERSTAND and learn from.
i think i must QUIET MYSELF and my mind and.
i.
MUST LEARN TO LISTEN.
one.
this is the DAILY JOB. of dr. upadhyay. one hundred and twenty second day
of the sun ascension. a. day. that BEGAN with RAIN
my meditation's have been unsettled of late because there is so much rain
i have again consulted the ORACLE that INFORMS me that i have gained great
POSSESSIONS and these possessions are SIGNIFICANT. i knew
that already. it also warns that i SHOULD BE CAREFUL. it is adversity
and the possibility of NEGATIVITY
not of course SPEAK of the NEGATIVE.
hallah. my DAUGHTER. however. shows LITTLE signs of IMPROVEMENT
and she needs constant and DAILY CARE. she remains however at
my side and when she can muster strength we LISTEN TOGETHER.
to the sounds that i extract from the madness. and together
we try to understand just. what. is.
this.
it is now OVER 30 DAYS since the amandas
first spoke to us with that single clear voice.
now i've been able to EXTRICATE many strands of information i understand that the
sounds EXIST IN TIME and separate from one another and that the time between words is
space in which we can INTERPRET MEANING.
i have no doubt that the us was created as a DELIBERATE attempt to send
information to the FUTURE to us here in the future. in
fact to a future that strangely enough happened A LONG TIME AGO.
and yes i would estimate spend at least ONE THOUSAND YEARS in space and was deliberately
sent to space in order to travel around the solar system and RETURN to earth.
presumably those who sent it expect that PEOPLE would be WAITING. but obviously
that will not.
the people who sent this message lived when the ANTHROPOCENE was
at its VERY PEAK. there were BILLIONS of people when.
such knowledge they had such. BEAUTY and POTENTIAL
even as we know they allowed for the constant INTERFERENCE of the
negative and pretty much ALL ASPECTS OF LIVING as far as i can see.
but. SOMETHING NEGATIVE i must accept is that i have
been sequestered.
ordered. i would say to share all of my findings with the CREATIVE OFFICE.
somehow they got WIND OF MY WORK.
KNOW what i'm doing here.
so far i have been able to keep them back and i have refused. i FEAR
greatly that they will SEE DIMLY. the potential for POSITIVE RESULTS in my
work. they are BIASED. without doubt. they do not. permit the negative.
particularly from the ANCIENT PAST. anyway. my work
CONTINUES daily. most of the day and most of the night. now.
i must WORK FAST and i'm going to extract all the information i can before i'm stopped. all i
have to SURRENDER all of it.
i am very NERVOUS however about the possibility of damaging ozymandias.
it's a little more FRAGILE than i'd hoped. it is over nine thousand years old after all.
my daughter. hallah. feel such STRONG CONNECTIONS to the
CONFUSED VOICES that listened to.
she asked me yesterday why i'm working so hard to UNLOCK one of the secrets of it meant
if i risk DISCOVERING something that's going to lead to a NEGATIVE experience.
after thinking carefully i told her about the possibility of.
what i would call a NEGATIVE TRUTH and that in the anthropocene the
TRUTH was believed to occur in MANY MANY FORMS.
i'm not sure she fully UNDERSTANDS but she is so eager to do so.
i'm so attached to her i wish i hope. with all my HEART.
for a POSITIVE OUTCOME regarding her well-being.
to.
these last two weeks. this makes me really.
want to deal with the future with the series.
this is
A SEPARATE LIFE
assurance. with GOD.
this is the JOURNAL of dr robert ii today the very last day of
the sun in ascension the longest and brightest day of the year. tomorrow.
the SOLSTICE. i have successfully IDENTIFIED
CONSISTENCIES in the data. i have successfully ISOLATED
COMPLETE individual MESSAGES.
future. my name is FREDERICK. i'm sitting at the top of an apple
tree in the little square garden of my CHILDHOOD HOME where i'm currently also
living.
it up here.
there's plenty of space cause i just to pruned all the
desert crap that's WILD.
yeah i guess we don't want in this guy. almost by
ACCIDENT i also discovered a cold stream indicating that the
mendus may hold up to TEN THOUSAND VOICES.
each voice.
expressed a single UNIQUE DATASET and individual
unique EXPRESSION. what i have. ten thousand
voices from the ANCIENT PAST. this must
be the greatest DISCOVERY. of any time i can remember.
see
you.
do. better.
know jesus
s.
however i believe that the INTENDED TARGET for the voices that i'm
hearing.
was those people who SHOULD HAVE discovered the awesome and is on its return to earth
people three seventy.
it's been 1000 years in space. established LONG AGO
it was REMOVED from the earth and all its calamity for all
time. it is TRAGIC NEGATIVE
to think that NOBODY SAW IT fall back to earth 1000 years after it was launched
and that it's remained HIDDEN FROM SIGHT here for more than eight
THOUSAND YEARS SINCE hidden from sight until i well
rather saw it in the ice and FOUND IT AGAIN.
but this is my gain. this is a POSITIVE EXPERIENCE.
do you really like to be RELATABLE to you guys.
because i'm sure we have A LOT IN COMMON.
but whatever i'll say can only come up with EXTREMELY low key and WEIRD.
it's like talking to TEENAGERS.
the whole thing is also a like putting a stop all that SHIT
about you know SHOOTING each other BOMBING your child like it was wrong.
you want to get you we want REVENGE. no just CUT IT OUT live your
life. you only have ONE LIFE so as to remove mountains but have so
of. i am just a little short. HELLO. thanks for me. have
a dear.
OCCUPANTS OF EARTH beg in my time.
SOME OF US GOT IT. that is the message i want to convey to you that
some of us UNDERSTOOD that we were at a THRESHOLD
where our ACTIONS as a global CIVILIZATION determined
quite a lot about OUR FUTURE. i can feel that i'm wearing a hat on my laptop and my
had to have the same color GRAY. i can see the sleeves of my shirt and they are great too.
i can see two white coffee. i am still DRAWN towards the negative.
regarding the HEALTH of HELEN. yesterday she
became weak and appears to be LOSING her MEMORY.
she SAID to me yesterday at some point quite clearly i do
not know or REMEMBER WHO I AM.
then she said I DO NOT REMEMBER MY MOTHER. i do not remember my
family and i do not know WHAT an APPLE TREE is.
somehow the voices of the mendus have begun to AFFECT the way she THINKS.
yet she has such INNER STRENGTH and despite the slowness of her
recovery she remains WISE beyond her years
CRISIS.
a crisis of mine
when i was a CHILD i spoke like a CHILD i thought like a CHILD.
a recent like a child. when i became a man i gave up
childish ways. for now we see in a MIRROR
DIMLY but then the one thing take
interest in HISTORY.
so don't make the MISTAKE of doing things
without KNOWLEDGE of the PAST. it's CRAZY
if you don't know right now in our world.
i think before the BOTTOM LINE the systems are designed
to fall out of my eyes. in my time RESOURCE ACCUMULATION is a
very very few people and what that means. so my sons about SPILLED CHOCOLATE
MILK on our carpet. i hope you know what chocolate milk is.
but what that means is that we're still exist we're
DESTROYING THE EARTH COMPLETELY. how do you guys fight each other easter.
what a lovely word. what kind of WEAPONS. i bet you think i'm referring to the
weather working for the rook's came flying with BRANCHES and TWIGS. they built nests
for their eggs to hatch like when the witch built her PANCAKE HOUSE.
yesterday we ate her meals behind the BULLETPROOF WINDOW. we knew it was bullet
proof.
the second day the descendant son john dogs probably the
guy outside the window is tugging at the sky. was a
great. so much oddly.
in the past two days. i have been hard pressed to SALVAGE my work and. the very
end is itself. from what feels like an IMPENDING DISASTER.
i realize that i have given way to PRIDE. and who bruce.
and i have allowed for the INFLUENCE OF the NEGATIVE. thinking. i have
neglected the TRUE PATH of knowledge and my striving for completion. the man
jesus is without a doubt DETERIORATING. past.
i believe i cannot hope to EXTRACT. many more voices from its core.
i'm not certain. i can PRESERVE those that are already on tangled. but i must remain
PURE. and focus on the righteous and wise path.
where i believe i may invite DISASTER. i am.
PERTURBED. i am SAD. and CONFUSED.
I FEEL the influence of the negative.
of the ORIGINAL. ten. thousand voices. only.
VERY FEW. have been salvaged. and only very few.
can be SALVAGED. perhaps thirty maybe. thirty two.
out of. ten. THOUSAND.
just 32 voices passed. maybe ALL THAT REMAIN.
all over cable can be on the top.
ALL THE PEOPLE where they came from. dr
jean is. all. joe.
johns. i have an ISSUE with PINK.
i just hate. whenever i look at pink. i get UPSET.
colors have a very.
specific meaning. THE FEW VOICES that i have extracted and those are not
identified as INDIVIDUALS. all seemed to
represent a group living. NOT terribly FAR from this location.
as a place. under the title of ocean. was once a
likely significant POPULATION CENTER. the time of the making of the ozone that is.
what i'm TRYING TO SAY is that. i don't think there's anything that tells
you that you. will.
find USEFUL. there are very few things you find useful.
you guys. are scientists.
my PROBLEM is that i do not believe there will be ANY PEOPLE within 1000
years. so i have. a hot time.
to give you a message. all i see is this TAPE RECORDER standing in a grass field.
surrounded by BUTTERFLIES. and other insects.
and my VOICE. speaking up into.
the sky and NOBODY TO LISTEN. so tight like to
take the. chance to say sorry.
for what we've done to PLANT all. of.
my RELATIONS all of our nations into this mess. they viewed
life so upset because i need to INTERCONNECTED my.
INTERCONNECTEDNESS dissipating. and that view of life is.
you can say to mexico the. DIFFERENT. to.
you want life. the white man.
and what he is. I KNOW that you were listening to
this. is. living.
a thousand years later. than me. therefore you might
think that. EVERYTHING. IS DIFFERENT.
but. that is NOT THE CASE. the most important elements
in the human life. there's CONSTANT. the most.
important and decisive fact of human life is that.
IT COMES TO AN END.
we all agree. in general i have a personal interest in SHARKS.
sharks BEEN AROUND for ages with thousands and thousands of years and i'm pretty sure sharks will
STILL BE around me in a thousand years. but what we know today.
PLEASE stay. you don't do the same mistakes that
we have made. i don't let GREED TAKE OVER. and i accept
and knowledge and RESPECT all that the world gives to you.
that's. the most important. GOOD LUCK in your journey.
this is the journal of dr. robert today. the
170 second day of the descent son.
DARKNESS.
and INFERIOR ENERGIES around me. there has been another
STORM OUTSIDE.
adox dong.
yesterday. i witnessed the PASSING OF my dear CHILD.
into oblivion. i have for so long WITHDRAWN into
my work. and my care. that i really have NO IDEA how
i'm going to CONTINUE. everyday. for as long as i
can remember now. we've listened TOGETHER to the voices of the many years.
that SO FEW. seem to talk about SO MUCH. they
talk about how much i do. and how much i do not and NEVER will
UNDERSTAND at all. we.
who you were. do you have as ones we
had years. do you have. CAN YOU SMELL the
core of CINNAMON SPARK see the gold drip from the oyster's mouth
feel the storm against skin. the SHIVER. of a KILLER.
hear the swifts navigate in their own SCREENS.
then.
this. the core of the ozone mandi's
is frozen and still now. i have placed it.
in a FROZEN ANIMATION. to preserve it.
ALONG with my DAUGHTER. bella. i will never hear its
voices anymore. and i will never hear hers.
so i just want to say to the future that you shouldn't get too COMFORTABLE people of the future. are
ALIENS or whoever you are the future bigger to jesus than no man
is an ISLAND.
and we are deeply dependent on each other. so I HOPE that's true for you too
in a thousand years. yeah that's what i wanted to say what the GREATEST of
these is we don't DESTROY OUR SOULS. and our first. break will
get you relations the ones close to however far away convinced me.
that last. SHE MADE ME REMEMBER. that i. made.
MADE FOR THE WORLD for me. to care about. and therefore.
she was obviously my child and I WAS RIGHT.
to LOVE her. i will RETURN
along with the eyes and ears. to the BOTTOM of the FROZEN LAKE. as soon as
this STORM. ends. judging from. its.
aggressiveness. the storm looks like it MAY LAST for many days yet.
i have finally agreed to SHARE. all of my KNOWLEDGE. and all of my
findings. with the CREATIVE OFFICE. it will be
assimilated and shadd all over the world. i may be FAMOUS
yet. but to be honest i DON'T really CARE. and.
i have requested that i to be ERASED. once the cement is
returned to its proper PLACE OF REST. as an aspect of the
conscious mind of this world. i know that i only EXIST TO SERVE its greater
PURPOSE. my job is to learn from the past.
i am made to experience the world and i have done WELL ENOUGH. i think.
it's quite likely. that most of me will be RETURNED and permitted to
LIVE in this house AGAIN. i hope i can be back here.
in time for the return of the NEXT CYCLE OF THE SUN. soon. the winter
solstice will. begin the year again. and i do so ENJOY watching the sun
rise through my windows.
EVERY DAY.
GOOD MORNING.
welcome. this. is the very first entry of the personal journal
of dr. robert. on the twentieth day of the sun in
a sentence.
today a GENTLE THUNDER rolled across the surface of the lake because i observed it.
i had decided.
to EXPLORE THE NATURE OF RELATIONSHIPS in my work for this
purpose. i have decided to CREATE A CHILD. who i can be a father.
i believe that this may be the STRONGEST possible BOND between two individuals
and i wish to explore what wisdom this kind of relationship can teach us.
SHE WILL HELP ME IN MY WORK. she will be able to talk to me and ask
me QUESTIONS about things i have never been ABLE TO THINK of myself.
i think. WE WILL BEGIN. by exploring the world outside this house.
hap's THE LAKE itself. once the ice has
MELTED. AWAY.