1 00:00:01,000 --> 00:00:02,000 GOOD MORNING. 2 00:00:04,000 --> 00:00:09,000 this is the daily record of DR. ROBERT I for the 3 00:00:09,000 --> 00:00:13,000 23rd day of the sun in a sense. 4 00:00:20,000 --> 00:00:25,000 allow me to begin by observing the excellence of this morning's SUNRISE which 5 00:00:25,000 --> 00:00:30,000 i am able to view as from the great window in the 6 00:00:30,000 --> 00:00:35,000 mountainside HOME which continues to be my graciously 7 00:00:35,000 --> 00:00:40,000 given PLACE of living. 8 00:00:40,000 --> 00:00:44,000 i must confess that i am slightly DISTRACTED. 9 00:00:44,000 --> 00:00:48,000 the LIGHT from the lake below is SHIMMERING brightly now and reminding me 10 00:00:49,000 --> 00:00:54,000 of the DRAMATIC EVENTS that took place yesterday. 11 00:00:54,000 --> 00:00:58,000 i can only say that yesterday's events were NEAR CATASTROPHIC and yet 12 00:00:59,000 --> 00:01:04,000 oddly STRANGELY fortuitous i 13 00:01:04,000 --> 00:01:09,000 ask forgiveness for my distraction from this moment 14 00:01:09,000 --> 00:01:13,000 of PURE POSITIVE EXPERIENCE offered to me 15 00:01:14,000 --> 00:01:16,000 by this new and beautiful day 16 00:01:18,000 --> 00:01:21,000 consulting the ORACLE this morning as is my habit. 17 00:01:22,000 --> 00:01:26,000 i was told to PREPARE for a day in which INNOCENTS might be challenged by the 18 00:01:26,000 --> 00:01:32,000 unexpected. well NO DOUBT about that. 19 00:01:32,000 --> 00:01:37,000 i will use this DIARY ENTRY to describe the events of yesterday the 22nd day of the 20 00:01:37,000 --> 00:01:42,000 sun innocent and. myself and MY DAUGHTER. 21 00:01:43,000 --> 00:01:48,000 i decided it was high time to explore the surface of the GREAT LAKE below our home 22 00:01:49,000 --> 00:01:54,000 which i described recently has begun to LOSE its ICE COVERING and 23 00:01:54,000 --> 00:01:57,000 is becoming FREE WATER again. 24 00:01:58,000 --> 00:02:02,000 we walked carefully around the edge of the ice and at some point she observed the 25 00:02:02,000 --> 00:02:07,000 shining and very UNUSUAL OBJECT under the surface of the thin ice. 26 00:02:07,000 --> 00:02:12,000 in spite of my OBJECTIONS which was strong and very clear. she 27 00:02:12,000 --> 00:02:17,000 edged closer to take A LOOK and suddenly almost 28 00:02:17,000 --> 00:02:22,000 silently she DISAPPEARED. as the ice gave way and she fell into 29 00:02:22,000 --> 00:02:26,000 the water. of course i came to her aid at once but 30 00:02:26,000 --> 00:02:31,000 as is so typical for her i was obliged to WAIT AND STAND BY and 31 00:02:31,000 --> 00:02:36,000 observe. she dove under the water to RECOVER the object she felt so strangely 32 00:02:36,000 --> 00:02:41,000 ATTRACTED to and it is this object that now sits on the 33 00:02:41,000 --> 00:02:45,000 table IN FRONT OF ME this morning and which i am 34 00:02:46,000 --> 00:02:46,000 contemplating. 35 00:02:54,000 --> 00:02:59,000 hella. my daughter is RECOVERING well though i am afraid she may 36 00:02:59,000 --> 00:03:02,000 have become ILL. 37 00:03:02,000 --> 00:03:06,000 of course i will NOT to speak of NEGATIVE things. 38 00:03:07,000 --> 00:03:13,000 i can speak of THE OBJECT which she recovered. 39 00:03:13,000 --> 00:03:18,000 i have already conducted some short ANALYSIS and i can see 40 00:03:19,000 --> 00:03:23,000 that this is a MANMADE object. i can also see that 41 00:03:23,000 --> 00:03:27,000 it is more than NINE THOUSAND YEARS OLD. 42 00:03:29,000 --> 00:03:33,000 which according to my CALCULATIONS places its date 43 00:03:33,000 --> 00:03:38,000 of manufacture somewhere in the early ANTHROPOCENE 44 00:03:39,000 --> 00:03:43,000 which is of course my period my speciality speciate quite an 45 00:03:43,000 --> 00:03:49,000 extraordinary piece of luck and a VERY RARE FIND indeed. 46 00:03:49,000 --> 00:03:54,000 i can also see from a fairly cursory analysis that this 47 00:03:54,000 --> 00:03:59,000 object has spent some time away from this world in SPACE. 48 00:03:59,000 --> 00:03:59,000 my daughter. 49 00:04:00,000 --> 00:04:05,000 has very SHARP eyes. i'm sure she'll become an excellent archaeologist one day 50 00:04:06,000 --> 00:04:11,000 just like me. THREE things can be 51 00:04:11,000 --> 00:04:16,000 known about the object. one i am fairly 52 00:04:16,000 --> 00:04:21,000 sure that this is a form of DATA STORAGE DEVICE but not i think 53 00:04:22,000 --> 00:04:23,000 a very common one. 54 00:04:23,000 --> 00:04:28,000 the SECOND thing is that there is A WORD in the old form of letters 55 00:04:29,000 --> 00:04:34,000 written on the surface of the object and DISCERNIBLE. the word i can read 56 00:04:34,000 --> 00:04:41,000 is OZYMANDIAS. 57 00:04:41,000 --> 00:04:45,000 the THIRD thing that i can know is that though this object is obviously 58 00:04:45,000 --> 00:04:50,000 very very old and somewhat damaged essentially 59 00:04:51,000 --> 00:04:55,000 it appears to be INTACT. i have 60 00:04:56,000 --> 00:05:00,000 decided. to make an INVESTIGATION and to analyze 61 00:05:00,000 --> 00:05:03,000 this object myself. 62 00:05:03,000 --> 00:05:08,000 i want to see if it can reveal some of its SECRETS and i'm hopeful that it will not 63 00:05:08,000 --> 00:05:12,000 reveal any negative experiences. 64 00:05:14,000 --> 00:05:18,000 i can apply some of my NEWEST METHODOLOGY which i am very much looking forward to do and 65 00:05:18,000 --> 00:05:23,000 attempt some EXTRACTION OF DATA from the object 66 00:05:24,000 --> 00:05:29,000 and if i succeed i know i will have to make all of my DISCOVERIES known 67 00:05:29,000 --> 00:05:32,000 to the creative office. but for now. 68 00:05:34,000 --> 00:05:39,000 just let this be MY SECRET or rather a secret for me and my 69 00:05:39,000 --> 00:05:40,000 dearest darling. 70 00:06:11,000 --> 00:06:16,000 this is the daily chart of dr. robert on this the 60 71 00:06:16,000 --> 00:06:20,000 day of the sun and it's morning. 72 00:06:21,000 --> 00:06:26,000 this morning sunrise was somewhat OBSCURED BY CLOUDS. the weather seems 73 00:06:26,000 --> 00:06:30,000 set for some UNSETTLED TIMES. yet i remain still. 74 00:06:31,000 --> 00:06:32,000 inwardly. and. 75 00:06:33,000 --> 00:06:36,000 weirdly like this mountain on which i am so LUCKY TO LIVE. 76 00:06:40,000 --> 00:06:44,000 it is now for two days since the discovery of in my 77 00:06:44,000 --> 00:06:49,000 knees. and it is 41 DAYS SINCE THE ACCIDENT 78 00:06:50,000 --> 00:06:52,000 which has caused my daughter had a. 79 00:06:53,000 --> 00:06:57,000 to remain somewhat WITHDRAWN and unwell. 80 00:06:58,000 --> 00:07:03,000 i do hope for full recovery but i'm also happy that she can 81 00:07:03,000 --> 00:07:04,000 be here with me. 82 00:07:05,000 --> 00:07:09,000 her ideas and observations are quite INSPIRATIONAL in this 83 00:07:10,000 --> 00:07:15,000 DIFFICULT WORK. i will not speak of 84 00:07:15,000 --> 00:07:19,000 negative things of course. allow me only to say that i hope for FULL RECOVERY 85 00:07:20,000 --> 00:07:23,000 and soon. now to the work. 86 00:07:24,000 --> 00:07:29,000 my OZYMANDIAS has begun to give up its 87 00:07:29,000 --> 00:07:35,000 secrets. 88 00:07:35,000 --> 00:07:39,000 a BREAKTHROUGH happened yesterday and i am now convinced that the data 89 00:07:40,000 --> 00:07:45,000 inside and yes is INTENDED TO BE READ in the 90 00:07:45,000 --> 00:07:50,000 form of SOUND simple sound to be heard and nothing more. i find 91 00:07:50,000 --> 00:07:54,000 nothing at all to suggest any visual on mathematical data models. and here in 92 00:07:55,000 --> 00:07:56,000 lies the GREATEST OF CHALLENGES. 93 00:08:03,000 --> 00:08:03,000 SPEECH. 94 00:08:05,000 --> 00:08:09,000 SPEECH in the form of language language upbringing explanations of some sort. i hope 95 00:08:10,000 --> 00:08:15,000 in any case INTENTION. somebody. at some point 96 00:08:15,000 --> 00:08:19,000 to put these messages in the other end is and SEND THEM into 97 00:08:19,000 --> 00:08:23,000 space with the intention that they should come BACK TO EARTH. 98 00:08:32,000 --> 00:08:37,000 there is much damage and i fear that what remains may indeed still only be a TINY PART of a once 99 00:08:37,000 --> 00:08:42,000 greater whole yet still if i can DECODE the sounds contained 100 00:08:42,000 --> 00:08:45,000 inside the in in. and this could be a GREAT 101 00:08:46,000 --> 00:08:51,000 DISCOVERY very significant. i know. that the 102 00:08:51,000 --> 00:08:56,000 creative office looks dimly on all forms of negative information 103 00:08:56,000 --> 00:09:01,000 from the ancient past and i suspect A DISTINCT BIAS in fact against 104 00:09:01,000 --> 00:09:06,000 my own BELOVED anthropocene. so i remain committed to my 105 00:09:06,000 --> 00:09:10,000 plan to KEEP the discovery SECRET still and for as long as i can. 106 00:09:12,000 --> 00:09:17,000 i should give CREDIT to MY dear DAUGHTER of course who spotted the presence of 107 00:09:17,000 --> 00:09:23,000 RHYTHM AND SYNTAX in the sounds that can be extracted. 108 00:09:28,000 --> 00:09:32,000 still IMPOSSIBLE to say will ever be able to UNJUMBLE this enormous amount of 109 00:09:32,000 --> 00:09:38,000 information into something we can actually UNDERSTAND and learn from. 110 00:09:38,000 --> 00:09:42,000 i think i must QUIET MYSELF and my mind and. 111 00:09:43,000 --> 00:09:44,000 i. 112 00:09:44,000 --> 00:09:48,000 MUST LEARN TO LISTEN. 113 00:10:12,000 --> 00:10:13,000 one. 114 00:10:40,000 --> 00:10:45,000 this is the DAILY JOB. of dr. upadhyay. one hundred and twenty second day 115 00:10:45,000 --> 00:10:49,000 of the sun ascension. a. day. that BEGAN with RAIN 116 00:10:51,000 --> 00:10:56,000 my meditation's have been unsettled of late because there is so much rain 117 00:10:57,000 --> 00:11:02,000 i have again consulted the ORACLE that INFORMS me that i have gained great 118 00:11:02,000 --> 00:11:07,000 POSSESSIONS and these possessions are SIGNIFICANT. i knew 119 00:11:07,000 --> 00:11:12,000 that already. it also warns that i SHOULD BE CAREFUL. it is adversity 120 00:11:12,000 --> 00:11:15,000 and the possibility of NEGATIVITY 121 00:11:17,000 --> 00:11:18,000 not of course SPEAK of the NEGATIVE. 122 00:11:19,000 --> 00:11:24,000 hallah. my DAUGHTER. however. shows LITTLE signs of IMPROVEMENT 123 00:11:24,000 --> 00:11:29,000 and she needs constant and DAILY CARE. she remains however at 124 00:11:29,000 --> 00:11:33,000 my side and when she can muster strength we LISTEN TOGETHER. 125 00:11:34,000 --> 00:11:38,000 to the sounds that i extract from the madness. and together 126 00:11:39,000 --> 00:11:44,000 we try to understand just. what. is. 127 00:11:44,000 --> 00:11:47,000 this. 128 00:11:48,000 --> 00:11:52,000 it is now OVER 30 DAYS since the amandas 129 00:11:52,000 --> 00:11:58,000 first spoke to us with that single clear voice. 130 00:11:59,000 --> 00:12:03,000 now i've been able to EXTRICATE many strands of information i understand that the 131 00:12:03,000 --> 00:12:08,000 sounds EXIST IN TIME and separate from one another and that the time between words is 132 00:12:08,000 --> 00:12:13,000 space in which we can INTERPRET MEANING. 133 00:12:18,000 --> 00:12:23,000 i have no doubt that the us was created as a DELIBERATE attempt to send 134 00:12:23,000 --> 00:12:28,000 information to the FUTURE to us here in the future. in 135 00:12:28,000 --> 00:12:33,000 fact to a future that strangely enough happened A LONG TIME AGO. 136 00:12:34,000 --> 00:12:39,000 and yes i would estimate spend at least ONE THOUSAND YEARS in space and was deliberately 137 00:12:39,000 --> 00:12:45,000 sent to space in order to travel around the solar system and RETURN to earth. 138 00:12:45,000 --> 00:12:49,000 presumably those who sent it expect that PEOPLE would be WAITING. but obviously 139 00:12:50,000 --> 00:12:50,000 that will not. 140 00:12:56,000 --> 00:13:01,000 the people who sent this message lived when the ANTHROPOCENE was 141 00:13:01,000 --> 00:13:06,000 at its VERY PEAK. there were BILLIONS of people when. 142 00:13:07,000 --> 00:13:12,000 such knowledge they had such. BEAUTY and POTENTIAL 143 00:13:12,000 --> 00:13:17,000 even as we know they allowed for the constant INTERFERENCE of the 144 00:13:17,000 --> 00:13:22,000 negative and pretty much ALL ASPECTS OF LIVING as far as i can see. 145 00:13:22,000 --> 00:13:26,000 but. SOMETHING NEGATIVE i must accept is that i have 146 00:13:26,000 --> 00:13:27,000 been sequestered. 147 00:13:28,000 --> 00:13:34,000 ordered. i would say to share all of my findings with the CREATIVE OFFICE. 148 00:13:34,000 --> 00:13:35,000 somehow they got WIND OF MY WORK. 149 00:13:36,000 --> 00:13:38,000 KNOW what i'm doing here. 150 00:13:38,000 --> 00:13:43,000 so far i have been able to keep them back and i have refused. i FEAR 151 00:13:43,000 --> 00:13:48,000 greatly that they will SEE DIMLY. the potential for POSITIVE RESULTS in my 152 00:13:48,000 --> 00:13:53,000 work. they are BIASED. without doubt. they do not. permit the negative. 153 00:13:53,000 --> 00:13:58,000 particularly from the ANCIENT PAST. anyway. my work 154 00:13:58,000 --> 00:14:01,000 CONTINUES daily. most of the day and most of the night. now. 155 00:14:02,000 --> 00:14:07,000 i must WORK FAST and i'm going to extract all the information i can before i'm stopped. all i 156 00:14:07,000 --> 00:14:10,000 have to SURRENDER all of it. 157 00:14:11,000 --> 00:14:16,000 i am very NERVOUS however about the possibility of damaging ozymandias. 158 00:14:16,000 --> 00:14:22,000 it's a little more FRAGILE than i'd hoped. it is over nine thousand years old after all. 159 00:14:23,000 --> 00:14:27,000 my daughter. hallah. feel such STRONG CONNECTIONS to the 160 00:14:27,000 --> 00:14:29,000 CONFUSED VOICES that listened to. 161 00:14:40,000 --> 00:14:44,000 she asked me yesterday why i'm working so hard to UNLOCK one of the secrets of it meant 162 00:14:45,000 --> 00:14:50,000 if i risk DISCOVERING something that's going to lead to a NEGATIVE experience. 163 00:14:51,000 --> 00:14:54,000 after thinking carefully i told her about the possibility of. 164 00:14:55,000 --> 00:14:59,000 what i would call a NEGATIVE TRUTH and that in the anthropocene the 165 00:14:59,000 --> 00:15:05,000 TRUTH was believed to occur in MANY MANY FORMS. 166 00:15:05,000 --> 00:15:11,000 i'm not sure she fully UNDERSTANDS but she is so eager to do so. 167 00:15:11,000 --> 00:15:15,000 i'm so attached to her i wish i hope. with all my HEART. 168 00:15:16,000 --> 00:15:19,000 for a POSITIVE OUTCOME regarding her well-being. 169 00:15:45,000 --> 00:15:47,000 to. 170 00:16:06,000 --> 00:16:10,000 these last two weeks. this makes me really. 171 00:16:13,000 --> 00:16:17,000 want to deal with the future with the series. 172 00:16:17,000 --> 00:16:20,000 this is 173 00:16:22,000 --> 00:16:25,000 A SEPARATE LIFE 174 00:16:27,000 --> 00:16:29,000 assurance. with GOD. 175 00:16:34,000 --> 00:16:39,000 this is the JOURNAL of dr robert ii today the very last day of 176 00:16:39,000 --> 00:16:43,000 the sun in ascension the longest and brightest day of the year. tomorrow. 177 00:16:44,000 --> 00:16:48,000 the SOLSTICE. i have successfully IDENTIFIED 178 00:16:48,000 --> 00:16:53,000 CONSISTENCIES in the data. i have successfully ISOLATED 179 00:16:54,000 --> 00:16:57,000 COMPLETE individual MESSAGES. 180 00:16:58,000 --> 00:17:03,000 future. my name is FREDERICK. i'm sitting at the top of an apple 181 00:17:03,000 --> 00:17:08,000 tree in the little square garden of my CHILDHOOD HOME where i'm currently also 182 00:17:08,000 --> 00:17:08,000 living. 183 00:17:11,000 --> 00:17:11,000 it up here. 184 00:17:11,000 --> 00:17:15,000 there's plenty of space cause i just to pruned all the 185 00:17:17,000 --> 00:17:23,000 desert crap that's WILD. 186 00:17:23,000 --> 00:17:28,000 yeah i guess we don't want in this guy. almost by 187 00:17:28,000 --> 00:17:32,000 ACCIDENT i also discovered a cold stream indicating that the 188 00:17:32,000 --> 00:17:36,000 mendus may hold up to TEN THOUSAND VOICES. 189 00:17:42,000 --> 00:17:43,000 each voice. 190 00:17:43,000 --> 00:17:48,000 expressed a single UNIQUE DATASET and individual 191 00:17:48,000 --> 00:17:53,000 unique EXPRESSION. what i have. ten thousand 192 00:17:53,000 --> 00:17:57,000 voices from the ANCIENT PAST. this must 193 00:17:57,000 --> 00:18:02,000 be the greatest DISCOVERY. of any time i can remember. 194 00:18:05,000 --> 00:18:10,000 see 195 00:18:10,000 --> 00:18:12,000 you. 196 00:18:14,000 --> 00:18:17,000 do. better. 197 00:18:19,000 --> 00:18:22,000 know jesus 198 00:18:24,000 --> 00:18:25,000 s. 199 00:18:46,000 --> 00:18:50,000 however i believe that the INTENDED TARGET for the voices that i'm 200 00:18:50,000 --> 00:18:51,000 hearing. 201 00:18:52,000 --> 00:18:56,000 was those people who SHOULD HAVE discovered the awesome and is on its return to earth 202 00:18:57,000 --> 00:19:00,000 people three seventy. 203 00:19:00,000 --> 00:19:04,000 it's been 1000 years in space. established LONG AGO 204 00:19:05,000 --> 00:19:09,000 it was REMOVED from the earth and all its calamity for all 205 00:19:10,000 --> 00:19:14,000 time. it is TRAGIC NEGATIVE 206 00:19:15,000 --> 00:19:20,000 to think that NOBODY SAW IT fall back to earth 1000 years after it was launched 207 00:19:20,000 --> 00:19:25,000 and that it's remained HIDDEN FROM SIGHT here for more than eight 208 00:19:25,000 --> 00:19:30,000 THOUSAND YEARS SINCE hidden from sight until i well 209 00:19:30,000 --> 00:19:35,000 rather saw it in the ice and FOUND IT AGAIN. 210 00:19:35,000 --> 00:19:41,000 but this is my gain. this is a POSITIVE EXPERIENCE. 211 00:19:41,000 --> 00:19:46,000 do you really like to be RELATABLE to you guys. 212 00:19:46,000 --> 00:19:48,000 because i'm sure we have A LOT IN COMMON. 213 00:19:48,000 --> 00:19:53,000 but whatever i'll say can only come up with EXTREMELY low key and WEIRD. 214 00:19:53,000 --> 00:19:56,000 it's like talking to TEENAGERS. 215 00:19:56,000 --> 00:20:00,000 the whole thing is also a like putting a stop all that SHIT 216 00:20:01,000 --> 00:20:06,000 about you know SHOOTING each other BOMBING your child like it was wrong. 217 00:20:06,000 --> 00:20:11,000 you want to get you we want REVENGE. no just CUT IT OUT live your 218 00:20:11,000 --> 00:20:16,000 life. you only have ONE LIFE so as to remove mountains but have so 219 00:20:16,000 --> 00:20:21,000 of. i am just a little short. HELLO. thanks for me. have 220 00:20:21,000 --> 00:20:22,000 a dear. 221 00:20:23,000 --> 00:20:28,000 OCCUPANTS OF EARTH beg in my time. 222 00:20:28,000 --> 00:20:33,000 SOME OF US GOT IT. that is the message i want to convey to you that 223 00:20:33,000 --> 00:20:38,000 some of us UNDERSTOOD that we were at a THRESHOLD 224 00:20:39,000 --> 00:20:43,000 where our ACTIONS as a global CIVILIZATION determined 225 00:20:43,000 --> 00:20:48,000 quite a lot about OUR FUTURE. i can feel that i'm wearing a hat on my laptop and my 226 00:20:48,000 --> 00:20:53,000 had to have the same color GRAY. i can see the sleeves of my shirt and they are great too. 227 00:20:53,000 --> 00:20:58,000 i can see two white coffee. i am still DRAWN towards the negative. 228 00:20:59,000 --> 00:21:04,000 regarding the HEALTH of HELEN. yesterday she 229 00:21:04,000 --> 00:21:08,000 became weak and appears to be LOSING her MEMORY. 230 00:21:08,000 --> 00:21:13,000 she SAID to me yesterday at some point quite clearly i do 231 00:21:13,000 --> 00:21:18,000 not know or REMEMBER WHO I AM. 232 00:21:19,000 --> 00:21:23,000 then she said I DO NOT REMEMBER MY MOTHER. i do not remember my 233 00:21:23,000 --> 00:21:31,000 family and i do not know WHAT an APPLE TREE is. 234 00:21:31,000 --> 00:21:36,000 somehow the voices of the mendus have begun to AFFECT the way she THINKS. 235 00:21:36,000 --> 00:21:40,000 yet she has such INNER STRENGTH and despite the slowness of her 236 00:21:40,000 --> 00:21:45,000 recovery she remains WISE beyond her years 237 00:21:46,000 --> 00:21:47,000 CRISIS. 238 00:21:48,000 --> 00:21:51,000 a crisis of mine 239 00:21:54,000 --> 00:21:57,000 when i was a CHILD i spoke like a CHILD i thought like a CHILD. 240 00:21:57,000 --> 00:22:02,000 a recent like a child. when i became a man i gave up 241 00:22:02,000 --> 00:22:06,000 childish ways. for now we see in a MIRROR 242 00:22:06,000 --> 00:22:11,000 DIMLY but then the one thing take 243 00:22:11,000 --> 00:22:13,000 interest in HISTORY. 244 00:22:13,000 --> 00:22:17,000 so don't make the MISTAKE of doing things 245 00:22:18,000 --> 00:22:21,000 without KNOWLEDGE of the PAST. it's CRAZY 246 00:22:23,000 --> 00:22:26,000 if you don't know right now in our world. 247 00:22:27,000 --> 00:22:31,000 i think before the BOTTOM LINE the systems are designed 248 00:22:31,000 --> 00:22:36,000 to fall out of my eyes. in my time RESOURCE ACCUMULATION is a 249 00:22:36,000 --> 00:22:41,000 very very few people and what that means. so my sons about SPILLED CHOCOLATE 250 00:22:41,000 --> 00:22:45,000 MILK on our carpet. i hope you know what chocolate milk is. 251 00:22:45,000 --> 00:22:50,000 but what that means is that we're still exist we're 252 00:22:50,000 --> 00:22:55,000 DESTROYING THE EARTH COMPLETELY. how do you guys fight each other easter. 253 00:22:55,000 --> 00:23:00,000 what a lovely word. what kind of WEAPONS. i bet you think i'm referring to the 254 00:23:00,000 --> 00:23:05,000 weather working for the rook's came flying with BRANCHES and TWIGS. they built nests 255 00:23:05,000 --> 00:23:10,000 for their eggs to hatch like when the witch built her PANCAKE HOUSE. 256 00:23:10,000 --> 00:23:15,000 yesterday we ate her meals behind the BULLETPROOF WINDOW. we knew it was bullet 257 00:23:15,000 --> 00:23:16,000 proof. 258 00:23:16,000 --> 00:23:20,000 the second day the descendant son john dogs probably the 259 00:23:20,000 --> 00:23:25,000 guy outside the window is tugging at the sky. was a 260 00:23:25,000 --> 00:23:29,000 great. so much oddly. 261 00:23:38,000 --> 00:23:43,000 in the past two days. i have been hard pressed to SALVAGE my work and. the very 262 00:23:43,000 --> 00:23:48,000 end is itself. from what feels like an IMPENDING DISASTER. 263 00:23:49,000 --> 00:23:53,000 i realize that i have given way to PRIDE. and who bruce. 264 00:23:54,000 --> 00:23:59,000 and i have allowed for the INFLUENCE OF the NEGATIVE. thinking. i have 265 00:23:59,000 --> 00:24:04,000 neglected the TRUE PATH of knowledge and my striving for completion. the man 266 00:24:04,000 --> 00:24:08,000 jesus is without a doubt DETERIORATING. past. 267 00:24:12,000 --> 00:24:17,000 i believe i cannot hope to EXTRACT. many more voices from its core. 268 00:24:17,000 --> 00:24:22,000 i'm not certain. i can PRESERVE those that are already on tangled. but i must remain 269 00:24:22,000 --> 00:24:26,000 PURE. and focus on the righteous and wise path. 270 00:24:27,000 --> 00:24:31,000 where i believe i may invite DISASTER. i am. 271 00:24:32,000 --> 00:24:37,000 PERTURBED. i am SAD. and CONFUSED. 272 00:24:38,000 --> 00:24:40,000 I FEEL the influence of the negative. 273 00:24:43,000 --> 00:24:48,000 of the ORIGINAL. ten. thousand voices. only. 274 00:24:48,000 --> 00:24:52,000 VERY FEW. have been salvaged. and only very few. 275 00:24:53,000 --> 00:24:57,000 can be SALVAGED. perhaps thirty maybe. thirty two. 276 00:24:58,000 --> 00:25:00,000 out of. ten. THOUSAND. 277 00:25:04,000 --> 00:25:09,000 just 32 voices passed. maybe ALL THAT REMAIN. 278 00:25:11,000 --> 00:25:14,000 all over cable can be on the top. 279 00:25:15,000 --> 00:25:19,000 ALL THE PEOPLE where they came from. dr 280 00:25:20,000 --> 00:25:23,000 jean is. all. joe. 281 00:25:23,000 --> 00:25:28,000 johns. i have an ISSUE with PINK. 282 00:25:28,000 --> 00:25:33,000 i just hate. whenever i look at pink. i get UPSET. 283 00:25:34,000 --> 00:25:35,000 colors have a very. 284 00:25:35,000 --> 00:25:40,000 specific meaning. THE FEW VOICES that i have extracted and those are not 285 00:25:40,000 --> 00:25:44,000 identified as INDIVIDUALS. all seemed to 286 00:25:44,000 --> 00:25:48,000 represent a group living. NOT terribly FAR from this location. 287 00:25:49,000 --> 00:25:54,000 as a place. under the title of ocean. was once a 288 00:25:54,000 --> 00:25:59,000 likely significant POPULATION CENTER. the time of the making of the ozone that is. 289 00:26:00,000 --> 00:26:05,000 what i'm TRYING TO SAY is that. i don't think there's anything that tells 290 00:26:05,000 --> 00:26:07,000 you that you. will. 291 00:26:07,000 --> 00:26:13,000 find USEFUL. there are very few things you find useful. 292 00:26:14,000 --> 00:26:18,000 you guys. are scientists. 293 00:26:18,000 --> 00:26:23,000 my PROBLEM is that i do not believe there will be ANY PEOPLE within 1000 294 00:26:23,000 --> 00:26:27,000 years. so i have. a hot time. 295 00:26:28,000 --> 00:26:33,000 to give you a message. all i see is this TAPE RECORDER standing in a grass field. 296 00:26:34,000 --> 00:26:38,000 surrounded by BUTTERFLIES. and other insects. 297 00:26:39,000 --> 00:26:42,000 and my VOICE. speaking up into. 298 00:26:45,000 --> 00:26:50,000 the sky and NOBODY TO LISTEN. so tight like to 299 00:26:50,000 --> 00:26:53,000 take the. chance to say sorry. 300 00:26:55,000 --> 00:26:57,000 for what we've done to PLANT all. of. 301 00:26:58,000 --> 00:27:02,000 my RELATIONS all of our nations into this mess. they viewed 302 00:27:03,000 --> 00:27:06,000 life so upset because i need to INTERCONNECTED my. 303 00:27:07,000 --> 00:27:11,000 INTERCONNECTEDNESS dissipating. and that view of life is. 304 00:27:12,000 --> 00:27:15,000 you can say to mexico the. DIFFERENT. to. 305 00:27:16,000 --> 00:27:17,000 you want life. the white man. 306 00:27:18,000 --> 00:27:23,000 and what he is. I KNOW that you were listening to 307 00:27:23,000 --> 00:27:27,000 this. is. living. 308 00:27:29,000 --> 00:27:33,000 a thousand years later. than me. therefore you might 309 00:27:33,000 --> 00:27:37,000 think that. EVERYTHING. IS DIFFERENT. 310 00:27:38,000 --> 00:27:43,000 but. that is NOT THE CASE. the most important elements 311 00:27:44,000 --> 00:27:48,000 in the human life. there's CONSTANT. the most. 312 00:27:50,000 --> 00:27:53,000 important and decisive fact of human life is that. 313 00:27:55,000 --> 00:27:56,000 IT COMES TO AN END. 314 00:27:56,000 --> 00:28:02,000 we all agree. in general i have a personal interest in SHARKS. 315 00:28:02,000 --> 00:28:07,000 sharks BEEN AROUND for ages with thousands and thousands of years and i'm pretty sure sharks will 316 00:28:07,000 --> 00:28:11,000 STILL BE around me in a thousand years. but what we know today. 317 00:28:11,000 --> 00:28:16,000 PLEASE stay. you don't do the same mistakes that 318 00:28:16,000 --> 00:28:21,000 we have made. i don't let GREED TAKE OVER. and i accept 319 00:28:21,000 --> 00:28:25,000 and knowledge and RESPECT all that the world gives to you. 320 00:28:26,000 --> 00:28:31,000 that's. the most important. GOOD LUCK in your journey. 321 00:28:41,000 --> 00:28:45,000 this is the journal of dr. robert today. the 322 00:28:45,000 --> 00:28:49,000 170 second day of the descent son. 323 00:28:51,000 --> 00:28:51,000 DARKNESS. 324 00:28:52,000 --> 00:28:57,000 and INFERIOR ENERGIES around me. there has been another 325 00:28:57,000 --> 00:28:58,000 STORM OUTSIDE. 326 00:28:59,000 --> 00:29:05,000 adox dong. 327 00:29:05,000 --> 00:29:09,000 yesterday. i witnessed the PASSING OF my dear CHILD. 328 00:29:10,000 --> 00:29:15,000 into oblivion. i have for so long WITHDRAWN into 329 00:29:15,000 --> 00:29:20,000 my work. and my care. that i really have NO IDEA how 330 00:29:20,000 --> 00:29:25,000 i'm going to CONTINUE. everyday. for as long as i 331 00:29:25,000 --> 00:29:29,000 can remember now. we've listened TOGETHER to the voices of the many years. 332 00:29:30,000 --> 00:29:35,000 that SO FEW. seem to talk about SO MUCH. they 333 00:29:35,000 --> 00:29:40,000 talk about how much i do. and how much i do not and NEVER will 334 00:29:40,000 --> 00:29:41,000 UNDERSTAND at all. we. 335 00:29:42,000 --> 00:29:47,000 who you were. do you have as ones we 336 00:29:47,000 --> 00:29:52,000 had years. do you have. CAN YOU SMELL the 337 00:29:52,000 --> 00:29:57,000 core of CINNAMON SPARK see the gold drip from the oyster's mouth 338 00:29:58,000 --> 00:30:03,000 feel the storm against skin. the SHIVER. of a KILLER. 339 00:30:03,000 --> 00:30:07,000 hear the swifts navigate in their own SCREENS. 340 00:30:08,000 --> 00:30:08,000 then. 341 00:30:09,000 --> 00:30:14,000 this. the core of the ozone mandi's 342 00:30:14,000 --> 00:30:18,000 is frozen and still now. i have placed it. 343 00:30:19,000 --> 00:30:21,000 in a FROZEN ANIMATION. to preserve it. 344 00:30:23,000 --> 00:30:28,000 ALONG with my DAUGHTER. bella. i will never hear its 345 00:30:28,000 --> 00:30:31,000 voices anymore. and i will never hear hers. 346 00:30:34,000 --> 00:30:39,000 so i just want to say to the future that you shouldn't get too COMFORTABLE people of the future. are 347 00:30:39,000 --> 00:30:44,000 ALIENS or whoever you are the future bigger to jesus than no man 348 00:30:44,000 --> 00:30:45,000 is an ISLAND. 349 00:30:45,000 --> 00:30:50,000 and we are deeply dependent on each other. so I HOPE that's true for you too 350 00:30:50,000 --> 00:30:55,000 in a thousand years. yeah that's what i wanted to say what the GREATEST of 351 00:30:55,000 --> 00:31:00,000 these is we don't DESTROY OUR SOULS. and our first. break will 352 00:31:00,000 --> 00:31:04,000 get you relations the ones close to however far away convinced me. 353 00:31:05,000 --> 00:31:10,000 that last. SHE MADE ME REMEMBER. that i. made. 354 00:31:11,000 --> 00:31:16,000 MADE FOR THE WORLD for me. to care about. and therefore. 355 00:31:17,000 --> 00:31:19,000 she was obviously my child and I WAS RIGHT. 356 00:31:20,000 --> 00:31:24,000 to LOVE her. i will RETURN 357 00:31:25,000 --> 00:31:30,000 along with the eyes and ears. to the BOTTOM of the FROZEN LAKE. as soon as 358 00:31:30,000 --> 00:31:35,000 this STORM. ends. judging from. its. 359 00:31:35,000 --> 00:31:39,000 aggressiveness. the storm looks like it MAY LAST for many days yet. 360 00:31:42,000 --> 00:31:46,000 i have finally agreed to SHARE. all of my KNOWLEDGE. and all of my 361 00:31:46,000 --> 00:31:51,000 findings. with the CREATIVE OFFICE. it will be 362 00:31:51,000 --> 00:31:56,000 assimilated and shadd all over the world. i may be FAMOUS 363 00:31:56,000 --> 00:32:00,000 yet. but to be honest i DON'T really CARE. and. 364 00:32:01,000 --> 00:32:06,000 i have requested that i to be ERASED. once the cement is 365 00:32:06,000 --> 00:32:11,000 returned to its proper PLACE OF REST. as an aspect of the 366 00:32:11,000 --> 00:32:16,000 conscious mind of this world. i know that i only EXIST TO SERVE its greater 367 00:32:16,000 --> 00:32:21,000 PURPOSE. my job is to learn from the past. 368 00:32:21,000 --> 00:32:25,000 i am made to experience the world and i have done WELL ENOUGH. i think. 369 00:32:26,000 --> 00:32:31,000 it's quite likely. that most of me will be RETURNED and permitted to 370 00:32:31,000 --> 00:32:35,000 LIVE in this house AGAIN. i hope i can be back here. 371 00:32:36,000 --> 00:32:40,000 in time for the return of the NEXT CYCLE OF THE SUN. soon. the winter 372 00:32:40,000 --> 00:32:45,000 solstice will. begin the year again. and i do so ENJOY watching the sun 373 00:32:45,000 --> 00:32:47,000 rise through my windows. 374 00:32:48,000 --> 00:33:13,000 EVERY DAY. 375 00:33:13,000 --> 00:33:14,000 GOOD MORNING. 376 00:33:14,000 --> 00:33:19,000 welcome. this. is the very first entry of the personal journal 377 00:33:19,000 --> 00:33:24,000 of dr. robert. on the twentieth day of the sun in 378 00:33:24,000 --> 00:33:25,000 a sentence. 379 00:33:26,000 --> 00:33:32,000 today a GENTLE THUNDER rolled across the surface of the lake because i observed it. 380 00:33:34,000 --> 00:33:34,000 i had decided. 381 00:33:35,000 --> 00:33:40,000 to EXPLORE THE NATURE OF RELATIONSHIPS in my work for this 382 00:33:40,000 --> 00:33:45,000 purpose. i have decided to CREATE A CHILD. who i can be a father. 383 00:33:45,000 --> 00:33:50,000 i believe that this may be the STRONGEST possible BOND between two individuals 384 00:33:51,000 --> 00:33:56,000 and i wish to explore what wisdom this kind of relationship can teach us. 385 00:33:56,000 --> 00:34:01,000 SHE WILL HELP ME IN MY WORK. she will be able to talk to me and ask 386 00:34:01,000 --> 00:34:05,000 me QUESTIONS about things i have never been ABLE TO THINK of myself. 387 00:34:07,000 --> 00:34:11,000 i think. WE WILL BEGIN. by exploring the world outside this house. 388 00:34:11,000 --> 00:34:16,000 hap's THE LAKE itself. once the ice has 389 00:34:16,000 --> 00:34:17,000 MELTED. AWAY.